I wish I could scream out loud ...

.... today was one of the days I got headache from all the stress I have around me ... nothing is as worse if colleagues are trying to get you down ... I'm not going into details, but I have 2 of those who see it as a sport to put me under pressure ...

Today I worked from 8 to 7 and I can tell I'm totally exhausted ... I feel like I have worked like 48 hours in a row. So since I'm not at work tomorrow (I have a seminar tomorrow and on Saturday) I had to finish certain works. I got an assistant since monday but she has to be fed with information and instructions before she can work, so this doesn't make things easier, even though she is a nice person and very eager to work.

Anyway today was one of the days I wished I had a room I could walk into and just scream ... a punching ball would be fine too.

So enough complaints for today

Life upside down ...

So much is going on in my little life right now ... I'm looking for a new apartment, I got promoted in my job, which means that I'm the leader of my property management department now, I cancelled the membership of my gym lol and I'm about to get a car. I'm not sure what is more creepy right now.

I'm visiting apartments every minute off, but nothing really interesting came up so far...

ah and since last week I'm having trouble with my windows computer. Sometimes I wonder how I would manage with this crappy windows if I wasn't having my mac as well ...

Déjà Vu

I had it last year and it doesn't seem any better this year ... with my winter sicknesses. I don't know what is wrong. I try my best to take care of my health but it doesn't seem to help. Last Tuesday I got up at 3:30 after just 3 hours sleep because I was going to Frankfurt and the plan was to go from there to Düsseldorf in the evening.

When I went to the airport I had headache already but I thought it was because of the little sleep I had. The day before I started to cough which I thought was an allergy. During the day I realised that I was going to be sick. It went worse every hour. Thank God my boss was with us and decided that I could go home with them in the evening.

I felt terrible and went to the doctor the day after. From Wednesday on I sleept almost the whole time, but the fever didn't go down. Since today I don't have any fever but I will have to go to the doctor tomorrow again because just one day without fever isn't enough to go back to work, if you still have a cold as much as I still have.

The bad thing is only that I was supposed to go to London tomorrow ... and I wanted that soooo bad. Anyway you don't always get what you want ... I know. I hope I can be back to work on Wednesday.

Nightmove - The Album

It's finally there the 4th studio album from Big Ben is available now. Soundsclips can be listened to on www.bigbenexclusive.com in the Nightmove section. There you can also purchase the album :)))

I Can't Get No Sleep

I'm having this problem for like 2 weeks now. I wake up around 5 am and have trouble to continue sleeping afterwards, since I can sleep until 6.30 am at least before I have to get up. Normally I like waking up before the alarm clock goes, because then you have the feeling that your body is really awake, but this concludes in that I'm tired half of the day and fall asleep quiet early for me during the evening.

Yesterday I thought I would be smart, drank a coffee in the evening so I stayed up until 1 am before I went to bed, with the result that I woke up at 6 am and couldn't sleep again ... plus it's saturday today so I really could sleep until 10 at least :( This annoys me!

Big Ben - For Infinity

Btw. I just thought of that I haven't posted our current video to the song "For Infinity" which is the upcoming single of our coming album "Nightmove". So enjoy :)

And btw. the song can be purchased on www.bigbenexclusive.com :)

travelling

Another day of having been in Oberhausen. Since yesterday I have an official cold ... I'm sneezing the whole day, so I skipped choir yesterday due to that fact, the fact that I was going up at 4 am today and I was sooooo tired. So I went home directly.

I was also tired today, so the cold has conquered my whole body right now, but now I'm save home. I didn't have to take the last flight today since there was none at 20:45, so lucky me had to catch the one at 18:50 which meant I was home by 20:45, when I usually take off.

It wasn't that much today besides work that happened so I won't bore you with work.

Oh Anja has a cold too, I really hope she is gonna be better soon :)

Job move

I'm totally exhausted. Today was day 2 of our job move. We are moving north of the city into the centre of Berlin. The move is actually ongoing the past 2 weeks. Which means that you started to sort your stuff, throw away a lot. I found out that I am a messy. I have no idea why but I collected tonz of file lables the 4,5 years I'm working there, so that was the first what I put into the bin :) Yesterday was the first big moving day, when we put all our files into boxes and the moving company took them out of the office.

We have been growing a lot since I started there. When I started working in that company I was one of 6 people, now we have working stations for 35.

Today was the second day of the move, which means the first day in the new office. The furniture came and along with it all the boxes. So it was more or less navigation since the last changes of seats has been made today. And I connected some computers.

I love my new office. From a seven people office I moved into a 2 persons office and one seat is still empty.

My feet are aching so much as if I had been walking the whole day. Tomorrow is the last day of the move. All my colleagues will come and put their files and stuff at their places :) Nothing is more exciting than the first day in a new place :)